I was enchanted to me you…..
Yes sir I was :)
Here I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired, lonely place
Walls of insincerity
Shifiting eyes and vancancy vanished when I saw your face
All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you
Your eyes whispered “have we met?”
Across the room your silhouette starts to make it’s way to me
The playful conversation starts
Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy
And it was enchanting to meet you
All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
The lingering question kept me up
2am, who do you love?
I wonder till I’m wide awake
Now I’m pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door
I’d open up and you would say,
It was enchanted to meet you
All I know is I was enchanted to meet you
This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
This is me praying that this was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again
These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don’t be in love with someone else
Please don’t have somebody waiting on you
Please don’t be in love with someone else
Please don’t have somebody waiting on you
This night is sparkling, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
This night is flawless, don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck, dancing around all alone
I’ll spend forever wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you
Please don’t be in love with someone else
Please don’t have somebody waiting on you (not this time)

Today was a Fairytale :)
I have never been so happy for a D+
This whole week I have been living in complete dread to receive my Organic Chemistry test back. Every time I even thought about it I wanted to cry. How can I get into med school if I fail a science class??? As explained before this class has been the bane of my existence and a constant terror on my life. But I got a D+!!!! Maybe I am broken or something but this grade has produced total elation in me. He told us that it is still manageable to come out alive so I have my fingers crossed I will be one of the lucky few who will end up on the top of this. Bring it on final exam!!!

My heart cake!!!
My yummy cake!!!
Why Medicine?
Every story as a beginning and mine started in my freshman Biology class. I remember it like it was yesterday, sitting in my freshman biology classroom with the lights dimmed and the TV volume blaring. It was an awkward day for our class because we were watching a video on the reproductive system. I sleepily listened as the narrator explained the whole process to us from day one to the third trimester. I was bored out of my mind until I realized what came next: parturition. It was the first uncensored birth I ever witnessed and despite the groans and whines of my classmates, what I watched was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. From then I knew that my future would somehow involve science.

Years later I went on mission trips to the Philippines where I got to work in the muck and the mire of poverty. By treating hordes of infected wounds I knew that I would do whatever it took to become equipped to help the more serious cases. Every test I take and grade I make is my way of work to help those little innocent faces.

How to Make the Cowboys Win???
Today in order to inspire confidence in our failing class our teacher told us to think of ourselves as the Dallas Cowboys and that we can turn it all around. He asked the rhetorical question of “How can we make the Cowboys win again??” One of our adult students automatically yelled out, “Fire the coach!!!” Next was the most awkward moment in Organic history!!! I think everyone’s jaw totally fell to the floor. The balls!!

The Song for 20
I have this thing where I chose a song to represent each year of my life. And the song for year 20 is (drum roll): Glitter in the Air by Pink. The song is about having amazing experiences in life and putting yourself out there, two things I am lacking in my life. I really want to live now that I am 20 and do somethings a little crazy because hopefully they will pay off in the end.

Lyrics:
Have you ever fed a lover with just your hands?
Close your eyes and trust it, just trust it
Have you ever thrown a fist full of glitter in the air?
Have you ever looked fear in the face
And said I just don’t care?
It’s only half past the point of no return
The tip of the iceberg, the sun before the burn
The thunder before lightning, the breath before the phrase
Have you ever felt this way?
Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone?
Your whole life waiting on the ring to prove you’re not alone
Have you ever been touched so gently you had to cry?
Have you ever invited a stranger to come inside?
It’s only half past the point of oblivion
The hourglass on the table, the walk before the run
The breath before the kiss and the fear before the flames
Have you ever felt this way?
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
There you are, sitting in the garden
Clutching my coffee, calling me sugar
You called me sugar
Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars and pulled that rope tight
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself
Will it ever get better than tonight? Tonight
Oops I did it AGAIN!!
I used to pride myself on my quick wit until it got me into WAY too much trouble. Today was a good reminder of how I need to watch my tongue. Before our government test I was talking to the guy behind me and he was talking about his huge sparrow tattoo on his arm. It was colored and took up about 1/3 of his upper arm. When I saw it I said, “Wow I am happy that isn’t real because if it was I would lose all respect for you.” He looked at me and goes, “It is real.” I started laughing and was like, “Hahahaha no way!!! You are joking right?” But his face never changed and he just like stared at me. The guy next to him snickered and I realized that I was in the wrong and that he really had been permanently tattooed with a colorful bird. Talk about an awkward few moments. Thankfully he told me it was all good and that he didn’t take it personally. Will I ever learn to think before I speak???